I want to go.  I really want to go. 
But we are on lock down as best we can here and plan to continue for now.  
All I can do is my part.  So I'll do it.
it's killin me, too. 
I can usually always take a drive to Wooly's , AOP or one of my neighbor's land which I've permission to go roam/ride but have done nothing since our Nov. AOP ride. 
Looks like it's gonna be this way for a while. 
I never leave the house so trust me; our excursions & monthly trips mean a great deal to me+ my sanctity of mind;  
'just can't right now w/ this crap ...